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Ughhhh did that thing again… slept from 9pm to 1am. And it felt like 12 hours of sleep. It’s kind of weird… (or is it?? I don’t know, tell me) that these dreams dreamt in the nighttime are always so dark. As in really dim lighting. Everything seems so gloomy and eery. I remember one time when I was a lot younger, I had a “nightmare” where the whole world was really dark and I was struggling to get out of there… then I woke up and realized my head was under the sheets (it was morning that time). So. Ehhn.

I dreamt that I was sweating in my sleep….eek… so much that in the dream I found my hair stuck to my pillow with solidified sweat (whatever that’s supposed to mean), which was the reason I couldn’t wake up or something. Haha and then I actually dreamt that I woke up (in my sleep) but had fallen on the floor (or more like throw over cause I think I was partially paralyzed…) and was clawing my way around cause I couldn’t open my eyes… I think. Yeah it wasn’t really a dream. And I just hate the darkness. So yeah. I couldn’t wake up. One of thossssse dreams. Do you ever have those dreams where you have to fight…yourself/your body? I don’t know… to wake up? Or do you allow yourself to keep dreaming?

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  1. carolchan said: Fight yourself? Well, I’ve had sleep paralysis before (google it) it’s super duper scary.
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Mandy from Toronto. I try to make music.
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God has made everything beautiful in its time. More and more, I find myself in awe of all the beauty that surrounds us, so much of which is often overlooked. It's in human nature to seek aesthetic pleasure... we have a natural affinity for beauty. Beauty is ours to appreciate, create, and delight in. Personally, I can't get over how amazing music is. I can't get over how amazing harmonies can sound, how happy they make my ears, or just the fact that such a thing even exists. I can't get over how impactful it is, how it can be used to uplift or destroy (as Jin had said). And it is so amazing that there can be fellowship through music. Do you realize there is no limit to the amount of people that can make music together? (think... 1000000000000 people choir... plus a band, orchestra, another orchestra, another one...). I know, it's pretty weird talking about the existence of music, but I will never be able to completely express how thankful I am that it does exist. I think music is one of the greatest gifts that God has given to us on Earth. In heaven, the angels praise and worship God with music. That always gets me wondering how much more more amazing the music in heaven will be :)

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